Snowmonkeymumma
Writing has become the place where I can escape, relax and play.
I retreat into myself, explore my mind, follow ideas and memories and express all the ponderings and meanderings that go on in my eternally busy brain as I write and re-write the narratives of my life from a new lens.
Imagining myself as a snow monkey soaking in the hot springs of Japan feels calming.
Even when thoughts go to difficult and uncomfortable places, I feel safe. I can go to the hard places knowing that no matter what comes, the soothing water will ease the aches and pains away.
I warmly invite you to the view from my steamy window, as I soak....and heal....”
From Mouse to Snowmonkey - the Early Years
When the ground beneath my feet shook at difficult times in my life, I would fear my inner child could not be trusted, she might not be a safe way to be because she reminded me of Da. I kept her hidden, camouflaged.
Menopausal and Melting Down - An Autistic Tale of Sensory Survival
Story featured on Reframing Autism Website Oct 2023 find here